assalamu'alaikum....
aku nk cte skit...klu rse leh wat pngajrn...jdknla pngajrn....ari tue...aku on lptop aku...time tue aku nk cek prmhonan degree....tgh ngadp lptop nie...tbe belh kiri skrin lptop aku cm jd sumthng...mcm nk roskla seng kata...even hani sndri ckp skrin aku rosk...aku pn...dh mle risau...aku trus tutp...then,jrng bkak n bkak pn skjap je....nk dijdkn cte....ari tue aku bkak...tgh men game kot...sebok sgt men game smpai xsdr...dh lme aku on..tbe tbe sumthing happen lg kt skrin aku...lme lme...dia jd itm..gelp...xkua gmbr pn...spruh skrinla jgk...aku pn trus off...mngis dlm diam...
ari khamis mlm aku de test...pg tue aku try on lptop aku jgk...wlpn aku thu sepruh gmbr mmg dh ilng....sbb aku mmg prlukn lptop aku...aku nk kne stadi qm...smbil aku on...dlm ati aku trus trusn brdoa spye lptop aku akn pulih blek....n xsngke sgt sgt...tue la kuasa ALLAH....DIA dgr doa aku.....skit skit gmbr kt skrin lptop aku kua...n mkin lme mkin elok...siyesly....aku trkedu...aku trdiam...n kbtln time tue ade wudhuk bru lpas solt dhuha....aku pkai telekung blek...aku wat sujud syukur...aku mngis...aku sgt sgt trhru....honestly,aku xpnh wat sjud syukur tue sblm nie...that time,aku xtggu lme pn...aku trus wat...
ari rbu ari tue...lecturer aku...pn fatimah...dia ckp dia ade dgr cermh smpne maulidur rasul...sbb dh abs beljr...aku mntk dia cte blek ape dia dgr....mmg sgt srnok dgr dia cte...dgn cre dia mnympaikn lg....time tue dia selitkn jgk bebrpa nsht kt kitorg...btul ape dia ckp...walau cmne pn,kte ykinla ngn kuasa ALLAH....DIA brhak utk sume bnd....klu DIA nk kate jd,jdla bnd tue....n aku xpnh lpe ayt sorg membr aku...farizah...nie ayt dia...'aku xpnh lpe yg ALLAH tue Maha Kuasa...even esk result nk kua pn,mlm nie dia msih leh nk ubh slgi kte xthu,selagi result xkua lg..sbb tue aku xpnh berhnti berdoa...'btul kate farizah...n tue la yg aku wat time aku on lptop aku...ngn kuasa DIA....lptop aku dh ok dh skrg...alhmdulillah......ape yg aku mhon sgt sgt time tue....aku xkish ngn lptop nie pn...sbb aku thu...lptop nie cme hrte dnia je...ape yg aku xnk....aku mnyushkn fmily aku...mak ayh aku trutmanya....
kwn kwn...sme smela kte ingt ALLAH akn sntiasa ade dgn kte....sbb tue jgk ape pn mslh yg tmbul dlm hbgn aku n azwan...aku nk buang prsaan sedih tue...sbb aku thu ALLAH akn ade dgn aku....aku admit...aku bkn dak bek...alim....tp,aku thu...aku prlu bljr...n btul ape org ckp....ble kte sntiasa ingt DIA....ati kte akn tng....
sekadar renubgan bersama....wallahu'alam....~
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