kawan??

assalamu'alaikum....

npe dgn kawan?nth...aku pn xthu..tp lately aku slalu trfkir psal kawan...

ape bnd kwan sbnrnye?kwnla...kwann...knaln kte...yg bork ngn kte..yg tgur tgur kte...n ape pulk kwn baik??nth...xthu...ape definisi kwn bek sbnrnye...

aku de kwn bek x sbnrnye...best friend....yg org ckp sush sng brsme...yg prcye,yg sntiasa share bnd brsme...tue kwn bek...btul...??

jauh dlm ati nie....to be honest,aku nk...aku teingn sgt...nk ade seorg best friend...yaa,seorg..tuela yg btul btul nmenye kwn bekkn..bertiga,berempt...sush nk cri yg btul btul kwn bek...

aku bkn xde kwn...ramai...ramai sgt...tp,sekdar kwnlaaa...xde yg special...

sbnrnye,kwn yg sekdr kwn tuela yg buat rse skit ati kurng...rse trse ati kurng...at least,ble dia xde ngn kte ble kte prlukn dia...dia xde utk tlg kte..kte xtrse..kte xsedih...sbb kte sdr siapa kte pd dia...cme kwan...tp kekdg ade jgk wlpn kwn biasa...tp dia sdi tlg kte..alhmdulillah laaa...dia mmg seorg kwn yg baikla...

1. hurmmm...aku thu dia bek ngn aku...sgt bek...tp,dia jauh...jauh tue mybe xde mslh sgt la...tp,dia sndri rmai sgt kwn bek...x,aku xprnh buang dia...dia tetp kwn aku...kwn smpai ble ble..tp,aku dh jnji ngn dri aku,.aku xnk brgntung pd dia..aku xbole brgntung dgn dia..ok,kwn bek dia rmai...sgt rmai..dr sek lg..sini aku wat pngakuan...aku nk rse jeles ble dia kua dgn kwn kwn bek dia yg len..bole aku rse cmtu?aku nk rse jeles ble dia spend time dgn kwn kwn bek dia tp bkn dgn aku...bole?aku selfish kn klu aku rse cmtu...igt aku sorg kwn bek dia?xnk...aku xnk rse cmni...aku xhlng pn dia nk kwn ngn sesape...n aku xbole rse jeles...diorg tue sume yg dtg dlm idup dia dlu...knp aku jeles?sbb aku xde org len..bkn...mksd aku,aku xde org len yg anggp aku kwn bek...

2. hurmmm...aku ingtkn aku kwn bek dia..ok,sume bnd dia cte ngn aku...ape ape dia cri aku...tp tue cme semntre...knp?sbb kwn bek dia yg sbnr bnr xdpt nk ade kt sisi dia...sbbnye xprlula aku sbut...ok,agknye aku yg prasan aku nie kwn bek dia kot..pdhal dia xpnh ckp pn...xlme lg,dia akn dekt semula dgn kwn bek dia tue...time tue nt,aku dh xdiprlukn mcm dlu la...

kalau aku bukn baik korg,plez....jgn treat aku mcm aku nie mmg kwn bek korg...aku nie pntg utk korg...aku thu korg bek dgn aku..tp,kdg smpai stu mse aku yg akn mkn ati..ble aku dh mkn ati,spe yg akn tggl dgn aku??

A rapat ngn aku..byk bnd dia cte ngn aku..bykla..bole kate sume bnd...atau de cte je dia cte...tp,dia dh ade kwn bek pn sbnrnye...cme kwn bek dia xde ngn dia disbbkn sesuatu prkre...then,ari tue dia nk cek sumthng tp xde intrnet..aku ckp nk mntk tlg aku gtaula..ye,mmgla klu aku nk tlg kne ade id n password dia..tp,mybe dia xcye aku...dia pn xmntk tlg aku...dia mntk tlg kwn bek dia...

B xrpat dgn aku pn...bork kekdg...tgur kekdg..tp okla..kitorg ok..xdela gado..dia pn de kwn kwn yg rpt n bek dgn dia...tp,ari tue dia nk wat sumthng...jugk bnd tue prlu id n password...so,dgn selmbe dia mntk tlg aku..tnp belah bg...dia bg id n psword dia kt aku..sdgkn dia bole je mntk tlg kwn bek dia yg len..kwn yg rpt ngn dia...dia prcye kn aku....

nmpk beza??sape sbnrnye yg aku bole anggp kwn bek...

xpelaaaa....msing msing pny dri...kwn kwn sek rendh ke sek mngah ke mmg aku msih contct...tp,xde pn slah sorg yg aku bole pnggil kwn bek...kwn bek dlm erti kate sbnr...xpelaaa...mybe mmg Allah nk uji aku sndri cmni...sndri tnpe kwn bek...

rilek la mimie...kwn kwn still ade kot...nk risau ape..fmily pn ade..dhlaaa..ngarot la sume nie...mlas nk fkir...tp,kalau la bole xfkir... -.-